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2011-12-07T22:42:00.003+08:00

2011-11-30T11:08:00.004+08:00

The reasons I am sad?

2011-06-11T23:27:00.002+08:00

Well I think I know why I'm upset most of the time?

First fact, I'm constantly thrown and exposed into people around me who get what they really want, BUT NOT ME. I kept asking, why not me??

Feeling this.. Its sickening.

..................................................................

:'(

Hi again blogger, with tears.

2011-06-05T07:32:00.001+08:00

My life have been a mess. God help me.
Everyday I think of the past, I somehow wished I did not do some of the things I did. Despite being a "keep moving and dont look back" kinda guy, I realized it is perfectly normal to enter this state.

So, much happened since 6 oct 2010.
I got my bike liscense. Got into third year. got an analog camera with films. got new shoes. new earpiece. more to come. hahaha.

The only reason I thought back, is because Ive lost things that I see of much value, much more I could ever imagined. and of cause, could not get over it. thus this blog post i guess..

One which struck me hard was losing a friendship through my silly heartless mind. Lost the smile of that someone. The many common things we share. Above all, a perfect friend :'(

i dont even need to say more...

here i am left to ponder away.

Blogger, thanks for being able to take this side of me, my alter ego, my true self, my worst nightmare and enemy. its the only place I can feature my thoughts without anyone ever knowing.

regards
the heart keeps beating.

2010-10-06T14:58:00.002+08:00

2010-07-21T18:32:00.006+08:00

Hello there blogger.. its been long since i pour out my thoughts.

none of this makes sense.. i'm not supposed to be here... I feel the need to shut down this blog. Every time i read it, it does not tell me of the progress i made anymore. It rather tells me of the need to soar into a better world. to leave all this behind. But at times, i feel proud to have come all the way here. Nonetheless, i'll give it a few weeks to portray my histories.

so here are some pictures that holds every seconds of my memories.

My hobby

2010-06-04T04:06:00.005+08:00

Common stuff.. Just to share. It was WIP. Minor faults all round for window stickers.

Well

2010-04-28T12:08:00.002+08:00

Well.. So much for hoping and planning to get stuffs... I guess I will not be getting a new phone anytime soon. Sooooo yeaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh.... Lets just save up till my bank reach $2k at least?? I dunno... But lets try... Hwaiting~!!!

I felt the other me

2010-04-24T14:57:00.003+08:00

I've been through shit and most of the time I wouldn't care much. Recently, I felt that the anger and hatred that I used to have got the better of me. I wasn't thinking straight. The feeling is too overwhelming and it somehow wants to be let out.

I just hope it will never happen again. I am very afraid should someday, things are going to get bad and I might just snap and release the bottled up burning anger.

Sometimes, pessimism and negativity around me just got at me and I would feel seriously agitated.
I think I need the better soon.

Take good care.

Aniwaes..
Happy Belated 16th Birthday To Dear Cuzzie Hazwani!

2010-04-21T19:19:00.004+08:00

Oh wells... Getting my pay soon. Some of it is going to waste because I have to replace my IC which I've lost.

Other than that, on the brighter side, I'm getting myself a new phone. Nokia X6 32GB Comes with music. Dad says if he have some $$ he would spare some for me to get my bike liscense. Then again, getting the bike itself is not gonna happen real soon. School is great as usual. Because of the friends around ^^

Anyway, i was dreaming of this bike. Its not too good. But it looks good! XD

And here is the phone I'm getting. =]

Till long long later~ bubye and take good care ^^

Kak Asyekin's Wedding

2010-03-22T15:40:00.009+08:00

Wedding for Nenek's first cucu. Pics at Fb here are some.

Lesson

2010-03-14T12:38:00.002+08:00

I realise that most of the time I blog is when my mind is not at peace. Anyways........

The disappearance and return of my pet cat have taught me a valuable lesson. If learned and understood by men, would make them find that when there's a will, there is a way. At least that's what I think.

My pet cat was missing for ten days. Ten straight days without food or water. I figured out that she got lost. Because she is an easily scared cat(scary cat) she would most likely be hiding when anyone is around. She would have been extremely in fear knowing that she is lost and could not find a way home. But I was sure, anything could have happened and ten days without energy/food would have drained her weak to be able enough to move around.

So I figured the lesson learned : Surely somewhere in your entire lifetime, you may get/feel lost. Clueless of how to get back home/up and drained out of energy/will to carry on. But effort, determination and perseverance/persistence is the best weapon to get back and find your way. my cat could have gave up due to starvation plus out of energy. I believe she tried her best and found home. She returned looking lost. Skinny and weak. Her feeling of being relieved is felt throughout. So people, never give up. Always and in all ways find a way. Put your heart and soul to achieve your wildest dreams.

My whole family felt joyful and relieved. <3 our pet cat.

=]

A year strong

2010-03-13T17:54:00.006+08:00

A year ago, I was asked by her : do you still like me??
At that point of time, I was thinking back, five years earlier, I had strong feelings for that girl and up till when that qn was popped, I was sure the feelings I had is and still very strong. So I questioned her instead : why did she had to asked. at the back of my head somewhere was telling me that I do not like her anymore but I already love her and cared for her. It was really a mysterious lovely feeling. So then we knew our feelings were the same for each other. just that our expectations were different.

Then I asked : So am I yours then? She said: It is supposed to be you're mine now. XD

Now, I am regretful that on this special day, I could not spend my time with that special someone. We had to sacrifice our time for others who are less appreciative of their time. Work. I really miss her rite now. My actions may have give off the wrong signal/message. I did not meant for any bad intentions. I hope she understand. At some point of time, things does not go as we want them to be. This should be a lesson for us to become stronger. To understand each other better, to know how to deal with similar matters in near future.

I hope the past can be a lesson for us. I hope the future brings us the better.

No words can describe well of how much our love for each other is <3 =]

Work

2010-03-07T08:04:00.005+08:00

Just for anyone to know, working at 7-Eleven is VERY tiring. Cashier, stock up, arrange drinks in storage. Working sun rise shift is not that rushing because there is less customer. But because it is from night till dawn, it is natural for one to feel very sleepy during or after working. Therefore sleep is very essential.

Now I know how much a person can SACRIFICE for others. My mum is the right example of my life rite now. Working hard so that she could support and fulfill the family's needs. She did not even spend too much on herself. I feel so sad for her rite now. If I were to work and earn well. I would have already ask her to stop working. To anyone out there, pls appreciate what others have sacrificed to get you what YOU need.

I want my baby to understand that I'm working not for myself anymore. I wanted to work so that I can get what I wanted and need. Yes I wanted to take my license for driving or riding since young. But it can wait. So I'm okay. I am patient enough to wait another 10 years if so. I am working to spare a lil for my mum and you now.

If only many understand and is considerate about other's hard work they would be more happy of what they would already have/achieved.

2010-03-02T22:14:00.003+08:00

I will only look back in my life when I feel that some pieces of the puzzle is missing. So that i may find the perfect piece that fits.

I appreciate what I have rite now. I am just angry at the fact that it is soooOOOo hard for me to get what I need or want..... Which makes me feel pathetic..

I hate this. I wish I am working rite now so that I can supply my needs and others's needs............................................................

Again

2010-02-11T01:50:00.004+08:00

I swear that I can go on forever again
Please let me know that my one bad day will end

I will be lost without you.

How Dare....

2010-02-08T23:26:00.003+08:00

How dare I even think of that
Making myself dissapointed at
Letting down the person I treasure
Just because for a taste of pleasure

How dare you keep yourself silent
From a tragic and fearful moment
When we know patience is virtue
It does not mean one acts like a statue

I'll do my best
I'll do my best

I'll be the best
I'll be the best

How dare the world go against us

Random..................

2010-02-07T21:13:00.005+08:00

4 More UTs and will totally be separated from 1st year 2nd sem friends.. Upsetting.

I wish them all the best. For me to have some kinda close friends is a pinch of miracle. HAHA. I thank all of them for making my learning journey a fruitful and pleasant one. I swear it would be better if the class is gonna stay for the whole of 2nd year.. HAHA. For me that is. I guess I'll have to get to know more people then. Year 2 soon. gonna get real. Hwaiting!!

And baby looks sexy in those apron XP

I wrote a name somewhere

2010-01-27T21:55:00.003+08:00

I wrote your name in the stars
But the wind blew it away
And I wrote your name on the sand
but waves crush it away
And I wrote your name in my heart
But this time the heart is where your name stayed and survived forever.

2010-01-23T17:52:00.003+08:00

Hmmmmmmnnnnnnnn........... Tell me something??

Sebab saya kisah terhadap semua..

2010-01-21T00:01:00.003+08:00

FIRSTLY!!! Madam Pimple would not stop reproducing!! =[

And I want to try writing this post in Malay Language. LOL
So if anyone who do not understand, contact some friends who does understand then =]
(I doubt if there is even anyone reading)

Saya rasa bahawa keadaan semakin teruk. Ujian terakhir semakin dekat. Saya ingin mengulangkaji pelajaran Matematiks dan Phisiks. Kadang kala, di kelas, saya rasa simpati terhadap kawan-kawan saya yang ingin memberikan yang terbaik. Sebagai seorang kawan, saya ingin membuat mereka gembira sebanyak mungkin. Tetapi tugas membuat seseorang berasa gembira sungguh payah. Saya selalu gagal. Sebab tertentu ialah mungkin mereka mempunyai masalah tersendiri. Sama seperti saya juga. Harapan saya ialah untuk menolong sesiapa sahaja untuk merasa gembira. Saya tetap tidak akan berputus asa.

Tahun pertama saya di Republic Politechnic akan berakhir. Saya sungguh berharap supaya orang-orang yang telah menjadi rakanku tetap rapat walaupun kami akan berpisah apabila tiba masa untuk tahun kedua. Kerana selama ini, saya tidak pernah mempunyai kawan yang rapat sepanjang saya belajar di institusi ini.

Kepada insan yang tersayang, Filzah, saya berdoa dan berharap kamu akan terus pulih. Saya sayang kamu <3 =^^=

Terakhir sekali, saya ingin mengucapkan terima kasih terhadap semua yang telah memberi saya sokongan dan dokongan supaya saya dapat pergi jauh dalam hidup ini =]

Strength

2010-01-18T08:29:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, while otw home at about 9pm, I chanced upon something that opened my mind a lil.

I took the bus from the interchange. Sat and listened to my music. Later, 2 Malay elderly couple boards the bus. One is holding a stick. Both of them are blind.
They communicate with each other well while finding a seat. So they sat and I watch them. I Giggled. A thought ran through my mind. What a sweet moment.
They are husband and wife. Both are visually impaired. I then remembered that I saw them once very long time ago. And glad was what I felt.
Then I thought again, these people are really blessed.

Everyone should appreciate what they have right now. Seeing many humans who do not appreciate life is really upsetting. Live your life. Make it a good one and that you finish strong.

Take care people =]
ILY B <3

2010-01-06T11:32:00.002+08:00

I SAY I WANT TO EAT PIZZA~!!!!

Randomness

2010-01-03T18:40:00.004+08:00

School starts tomorrow. 2nd UT on the way. Hope to do it well. I need to eat proper meals. I need to exercise. I still want to work part time.

I wish all the best to my dear sweetheart for the exam results. I hope you pass and can enter poly and get into nursing course. I will keep praying hard so that you will succeed. I <3 you.

I realised that I've been staying at home most of the time during holidays. Sheesh..

Bye.

2 More Days

2009-12-29T14:42:00.001+08:00

Two more days and it will be 2010.. What are your resolutions?

What have us become?

2009-12-23T07:54:00.003+08:00

You should not fight or quarrel with the person you love/bf/gf.

Reasons: You love them. They are so cute that when you see them, you cant pretend to not smile. They are kinda cute/silly when they look mad/angry. You adore them. You do not want to hurt their feelings. You do not want to see them sad. You will end up in an awkward moment. You will think a lot that makes things worse. You act as if you know everything when YDKS(you don't know shit). You will feel nasty, guilty, noisy, uncivilised, annoyed and just feel like biting the opposition. You will not be happy. Your mind will be clogged with negative vibes. Your heart will beat fast. Someone else will feel like giving you a kick in your nice ass. The relationship between you two might get worse. You will not feel loved.

All you need is a little love in the equation of a relationship.

Relationship = Give a lil love

The calculated answer to the equation is equals or not restricted to only being more wise.

In the end of the equation is equals to you having a happy pleasant life.

So go crack your head and think more. Take a lil scientific step of solving problems. Give a lil holistic application and practise good self management. Think before you act. Do not act MACAM PAHAM(It means do not act smart when you clearly are not, in any given situation).

Phewwww.................. Bye

2009-12-20T06:02:00.014+08:00

OUH MY GOD~!!!

-Okay.. When was the last time I posted?? lol.. This blog seems dead... So bringing it back to life...

-School as usual. Hectic, exhausting and challenging everyday. So far, socializing is okay.. no problems at all.. Can see a few good humans. 2 more weeks of holiday.. Soon will be 2010.. Which means that I will be a year 2 student in Republic Polytechnic already.. a few good things :

Can wake up a lil later.
Free every Wednesday.

-Baby is taking her liscense.. Pray that she will pass soon so can hitch a ride with her!! hehehe!! AND I MISS HER!!! She is currently in KL. *prays she is doing well* <3

-Not surprise that it feels like we're living and ageing fast. Haha... Life.... sheesh...

-Ouh! Some pics from the bbq!! Most of it in FB.. Haha...

Cya around and take care~

I MISS YOU MACAM GILER XD

LATE

2009-12-14T08:50:00.002+08:00

HEY PEOPLE~!

Last Saturday and Sunday was by far the best week end with family that is.. We had BBQ. Went and bathe in the sea water. Burn charcoals and bbq food. HAHA... Nice luh.. Finally get to eat some good satays.

Ouh2 and we're nine months together yo~~~ weeeee~~ I just love her for worrying so much.. HEHEHE...

Okay then. Now is engineering design and it is about Solar Energy.. It is the most powerful clean energy. LOL... okay2.. take care yo...

Sweet lullaby

2009-12-09T09:42:00.002+08:00

FOOD~!!!!

Yeah I need good food + eat with my sweet ice cream >.<

I miss my ice cream~!!!!

ouh. Now then i post huh?? lol.. A lot is going on and i got my pimple after soooooo long.. haha.. stress luh...

ok bye =]

Week ends

2009-11-21T13:01:00.005+08:00

YEAY... finally can rest at home... very tired...

Kudos to Fakhirah for the performance at NYP ystd. It was an awesome night full of laughter. I have to say i enjoyed it a lot =]

This coming Friday is Hari Raya Haji. Public Hols. Yes yes yes. and after that..... BABY's BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION~!! hehehe... cant wait cant wait cant wait but have to wait~! haha

Alrite friends.. stay healthy and do the right stuffs ya?

to od les !

2009-11-19T08:41:00.004+08:00

The above picture is me and my best friend. I HATE HIM.. BWAHAHA

okay lame post..

Aniwae.. Baby broke and spoiled her phone.. i wish i have the money to buy her a new one.. can be a birthday present too.. but =[

so i hope she gets a new one soon...

bubye..

2009-11-14T20:01:00.004+08:00

8 months happy! =]

Wow.. school should be a bad thing.. LOL

I feel tired everyday.. And stress too... yep.. school is bad...

Engineering design RJ is dumb.. :
Describe each of your team mates' performance in the team today using analogies to animal characteristics. (Include yourself in your analysis)

Facilitators treating us like animals now?? sheesh =.=

I hate this.. but I'm not happy with how i am living rite now.... There are many things that i want to get but couldnt.. sad sad..

Oh wells... Good luck and all the best to me... I hope I can do well in life.. but looking at it now only shows me that i am going to suffer in future.... That is all..

p.s. Saranghae~<3

Challenging

2009-11-12T22:20:00.004+08:00

Its hard when I do not understand.

I wish things are clearer.

I tried my best.. Sacrificed.. never enough...

why........

help............?

Spare a thought for me........

NOVEMBER RAINS

2009-11-06T08:55:00.002+08:00

3 days of not attending school.. Thats bad..

Cognitive UT was okay(as always)

Physics UT was okay(NOT)

I think i will fail(for Physics UT 1).. Gotta try harder next time.. sheeshness..

Ouh take a look at stomp.com.sg(a place for stupid Singaporeans to complain), well at least i didnt XD

.. Some Evil soul did somethingbad to a cat again.. damn it.. i pitty that cat. (not for the faint hearted.)

Haiz.... When will those humans finally learn.... if there are more than 10 of those useless pigs, this world would come to an end. But the irony is, there are more than that.. stupid.. LOL

okay.. starting to get more nonsense these days.

Cant Wait for 13th and Baby's Birthday~!!!! Gosh.. a year gone so fast...

2009-10-26T11:16:00.002+08:00

Why fight when you can make love??

Hmmn.. What it means??

Well if you look at it as a metaphor, to me it means having argument is not a good thing while showing affection is way better.

Aniway.. In my class, i do not understand why disturbing others is thrilling... Imagine YOU are the one being disturb or talk about?? What will you feel? Will your feelings take over you??

Well yeah.. the guys in my class thinks it is fun anyway..

Ouh... go google metaphors

bye~ =]

2009-10-23T10:27:00.003+08:00

Couldnt sleep last night. Stress.. haha.. so.. woke up late.. went to school late... sad..

bye..

2009-10-22T15:16:00.004+08:00

Lamer nye aku tk blog( Been so long since i blogged )
New semester =

New people
New problems
New chalenges
New personalities(others)
New attitudes(others)
New presentation techniques
New facilitators
New classroom
New good and bad peeps
New day?

lol.... Keep doing my best... Grades not bad.. every module groups is acceptable except for 2 modules where people do not participate and complete tasks much..

Okay enough complaining... Becoming like Sg Idiots.. HAHAHA..

Okay.. Keep dreaming people.. catch your dreams before it develops wings and fly away...
LOL... Bye..

Baby makes my day, every day ^^

In future..

2009-10-09T21:12:00.002+08:00

One day, InsyaAllah, when i have kids, i want them to learn, learn to be good, learn to be grateful, learn to appreciate life, learn to love, love to learn, love their life, love me and their mother, learn to be faithful, learn to be forgiving, learn to be strong mentally, physically, emotionally, Enjoy life in a better way, get through obstacles, optimistic, kind to others, generous, strive to be happy for themselves and others, enjoy the small little things in life, learn to be better than me. Make little mistake and would learn from it.

From my views nowadays, the adults are becoming more childish. I just thought, if a new life/generation is brought to this world, i would want to bring a life different(better) than the present and past. I thought that those new lives will then contribute to making the world a better place. Look at us now, what do you think?

People are no longer enjoying the smallest things in life. Humans want BIGGER AND BETTER but are destroying the fine future of us and our children. How? Look at the way humans defines a decent life. In future there will be this, there will be that, there will be everything but will all that makes the future better? Mankind are selfish. Proves are ourselves.

WTH am i saying? I dunno.. you decide. I'm just guilty.. Aren't you people?
I pity my parents. They want better us, but we are the ones spoiling ourselves.

I cant believe i am blogging about my nonsense. Thank you for reading anyway(to who ever)

May you people have a pleasant life ahead.

You get more lonely everytime you get better

2009-10-03T17:28:00.006+08:00

Time to blog~!!!

Hello... Starting off with what i ate today. I ate Chicken curry together with french loaf.. and mum's cooking was awesome~!! as usual.. hehehe.. And the salad with spicy peanut sauce.. yum2.. lol to start with what i ate...

Anyway.. i haven't been feeling well lately.. I got the same headaches that is grinding my brains.. last few days, i felt pain right in the middle of my chest and it feels too painful and something like blue-black.. i dunno.. and i find it a lil harder to breathe... shit I'm sick... God pls help me recover soon.. And school reopening this coming Monday. This sickness will only affect my performance.

Not good, not good.....

Just before this post i was visiting back my past. Yup. Just to get the mind refreshed. I noticed I've lost lots of friends. I think it definitely is not a good thing.Of course rite? Hmmn... And every time i read those bad ones, tears never fail to flow. It gives me a lil strength to fight through everything.

Now, I am always in deep thought whether or not i will be successful in future, with the society tearing itself apart. Sheesh... Selfish society.. Oh and there was this video about distorting the way humans see beauty.. Well, the truth is, the humans are distorting themselves.. What a pity..

Lastly..... I want to make myself a better person every time. And i will keep trying my best. No one will ruin my life anymore.

And to the person i love soooOOOOo dearly, remember us. I cannot afford to lose you...

ps - When i fart it makes a sound like this: Pftt... HAHA!

2009-10-02T15:09:00.003+08:00

OMG~!!!!!!!! Im done with the new layout.. Finally..

I was so pissed when theinternet, of all times, gave meproblems while i was doing the codes.. suddenly it disconnects when i was almost completing it..

So glad now... its simple.. i like... now i better go cool down... sheesh... so troublesome...

And baby, you know i do not want you to be bored =]

bubye~

Im not feeling so good..

2009-09-29T02:21:00.004+08:00

This picture is for someone to laugh at XD

Heads up! Semester two is up~! DAMN... one more week left..

Okay i am very glad that i passed all my modules..

Right now, i cant sleep and hopefully i'll be able to lay asleep soundly after this..

I'm not feeling so good... i wonder why... felt so tired these days.. baby is worried ya?? hehehehe

Okay... i think i wont go online much.. since there is nothing to do except for games la..... LOL

And WHY THE HELL DO I FEEL HUNGRY BUT I CANT REALLY EAT?? hahaha.. pissed me off... i'm really craving for something.. hahaha....

Not much to update about... feels so dull ya??

Goodbye...

Baby love these words

I LOVE YOU ^^

2009-09-25T12:36:00.001+08:00

PEOPLE ALWAYS TALK ABOUT OTHERS BEHIND THEIR BACK...... And there are LOADS of that kinda people... =.=

I super hate it.. WHY? coz i hear it everyday... and it somehow makes me mad XD

That is all... bubye =]

2009-09-25T00:11:00.002+08:00

PHOBIA 2 is............................... Nice to me.... must watch phobia then watch the 2nd one.........last story................ really cracks me up............ so funny........ HAHAHA.............. watch then you know.............

Tired............. Bye...........

Mad World

2009-09-23T22:45:00.004+08:00

I've been eating my own words these days... I mean..i proved myself wrong..
some stuff i feel like saying and all bla bla blas..

why cant people see others happy? -why must people destroy or spoil it?- Disturbed

Is there really a GOOD HUMAN? i thought a lot on this... hmmmn....

What works for others does not work on me - What works on you might not work for others. Why?

Why My Dad Thinks I'm the worst child? Why am i the only one who always get lectured from him? - where there are always 3 others - my siblings.

Will i make it in life? - Even when i tried so hard?

I cant believe i'm asking the same questions when all is already answered.. I think most of the answers have change... like life itself... Changes... Sheeshness XD

hmmmmmmmmmmnnnnnnnnn......... Into oblivion will these qns lead me to...

Save yourself from yourself...... HAHAHA.....

What a complicated post this time... bye......

2009-09-21T19:30:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AFIQ MY BEST FRIEND XD

Well well well... Hari Raya for me is not that fun this year.. nonetheless, i got to see my far far cuzzies...

Some updates.. I turned 18... Nothing much happened on that day... But time worth spending with the person i love...

Planning to get license... Want it badly actli... with a big BUT... No $ to start with.. so it looks like this :

NO $ = NO $ TO GET LICENSE + VEHICLE

So.. even if i have the license, what the hell am i driving then?? bicycle?? lol

The point is.. if i have my personal transport, its easier for me to travel to school and etc.

Just cant afford it.... SAD... haha..

Aniwae.. Have a nice day everyone...

Good Bye =]

2009-09-20T14:06:00.002+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

2009-09-05T07:41:00.001+08:00

Hey people~!!! how are the days of Fasting and Hungry Ghost time for we humans?? I think we Humans are the "ghost".. hahaha.. I always feel hungry now.. Dono why.. BONCET ALREADY XP

Ouh... just to put in something i left out.. It was before fasting month that me and my baby kena chased by her neighbor's dog along the corridor while sending her home... Tell you what, the next time that dog chase me, my leg will willingly/accidentally hit it.. Nope, I'm not cruel to animal though.. That dog barks all the time when it sees you.. it sort of like give you an "i wanna BITE you", look. This was what happened...

Walking along the corridor and the owner's gate was opened, no dog at first, then when almost reaching the gate of my baby's house, the dog was chasing us and barking.. it was so close to me, like under my feet while i was struggling to not STEP on it. Effing dog... i swear i hate that dog.. noisy, violent and pure STUPID. Of course dog is an animal and can be stupid rite? Dogs who barks at you like that one deserve a kick in the face.. Damn it tried to bite me =.=

Other stuff i did was to eat at the Korean BBQ restaurant for buke. The student meal there is awesome actually.. just that waiting for your meal takes like 15 mins.. patience needed.. haha.. Watched some stupid movie.. Went back to sec school to see old friends and teachers..

Crazy stuffs happens... I hope for a pleasant future.. seriously things are not going that well around me..just trying my best.. ouh.. and i hope my UT3 results are good.. *prays* =]

Till next time.. Bubye~ <3

ps. My post seems messy XD

2009-08-28T20:15:00.000+08:00

Yesha~!!!! i'm feeling good people~!!! and i dun know why...hahaha..

And Fasting had been good so far.. no problems... I must admit it is boring though...

Hoping for awesome weeks ahead~!!! =^-^=

Take care everyone...

BYE

Ramadhan is here

2009-08-22T00:26:00.003+08:00

Watched Scandal Makers at Century Square with baby... It was fun.. Really.. A Korean Comedy Movie... Funny with a touch of cocky romance and loves... Hehehe...

So finally the fasting month is here and I just want to wish Happy Fasting my fellow Muslim friends~! Let this Ramadhan be a blessing to all of us. Lets make the best out of it =]

Take care everyone~!

and i love you so much... I cant afford to lose you..

2009-08-21T01:18:00.004+08:00

Something is keeping me awake.... Just need a peace of mind...

Aniwae Science is done... Cognitive TODAY..... Did revisions as i cant sleep...

Going to sleep now as it is going to 1.30 in a few minutes... Mind is exhausted...

Saturday is the start of the fasting month... All the best people...

Heads up high~! We've got challenges to face~!

2009-08-19T19:01:00.002+08:00

YEAH Enterprise done and 4 more to go~!!!! lets do it people~!!!! Stress stress now then later can not stress for one month~!!! hehehe..

Okay SCIENCE GO~!!!!

before~

2009-08-16T18:27:00.007+08:00

SOON the Muslims will be fasting... Fasting month is next week... After that, Hari Raya~!! hahaha too soon to feel joyful... Next week to me, is exam week... very stressful.. Have to strive hard to do well.....

Oh and the new song... is our song XD
It reminds me of the time before us =]

It is beautiful~!!!

here's the lyrics..

You ask me how my day was as if it is same everyday
I say I'm okay but you really don't know how I feel
Do you think I’ll be okay without you?
Are you okay without me?
The world without you is so hard that I blame myself for still breathing.

What should I do? Even now, I live each painful days because of your words
Tell me if this is a bad thing to do
Are you living each day painfully like I am?
You and me

Are we too late? Do we not have a chance?
I still think about you and you might know this
Finally is it this? Are we going to end like this? Is it okay with you?
I dont think I can do it. The love I find with you, I wont find it anywhere even if I die.

What should I do? If it isn't you no one else can hold my heart
Please hold me. And you know that even though the whole world tries to
No one can erase your memories. So please hold me

What should I do? Even now, I live each painful days because of your words
Tell me if this is a bad thing to do
Are you living each day painfully like I am?
You and me

Is it too late? Do we not have a chance?
But me, I still think about you, and you might not know.

ILY Baby =]
BuBye~!!!

Nothing better to do XD

2009-08-13T13:20:00.003+08:00

I got this from a nice blog.. do read up it is VERY interesting. I loike XD

How to spot Matrep / Minahrep

Matreps/Minahreps are typical young Malays who distinctively must hang around in large groups without any motive or direction. They just like to waste their time, sometimes ironically talking about how their community is being looked down upon. If you still don't get it, they're the Malay ah-bengs/ah-lians. In fact, all Malays are either mat or Minah. It’s the subcategory their in is what matters. E.g. Mat Rock, Mat Smart, Minah Ferring… And so on. Why talk about matrep/minahrep? It is because they make up the majority of Mats and Minahs. Don't believe me? Go to their 'headquarter’ at Esplanade on Saturday evening. Then you'll believe me.

How to detect a matrep/minahrep even though they don't look like one? Well… looks can be deceiving. Anybody can look like a matrep/minahrep and stereotypically, you will start thinking, “Oh he/she is a matrep/minahrep". You can't do that because they're obviously always up to date with fashion. And so if others were to be up to date with fashion, they'll be group as matrep/minahrep too? You don't have to look like a nerd to be a programmer rite? Oh well… my definition of them are purely on their social and lifestyle attitude.

Where can they be found?
They can be found at void decks, parks shelter and outside shopping mall when they're broke. When they have some change, they can be found at coffee shop or simply, places where there are tables, chairs, drink stall and have to be outdoors so that they'll be noticeable and be able to smoke and drink their stuff for hours while they gossip and laugh so ever loudly. On weekends, they're either at their 'headquarter', clubs or simply places where there’s a bunch of them, usually places that are crowded or where the food is cheap. On festive season (Hari Raya), they will branch out to Geylang for a month. While companies branch out to expand its business, matnarep branch out to gain more attention. They’ll be at Geylang for almost the whole night just strolling around without a motive or destination despite that place being densely crowded which makes them a huge obstacle for people who really wanted to shop. You can also find lots of them behind Tampines Mall (Human Resource Department I guess).

How do they speak?
As usual, vulgarities are a necessity to them. Without it, they’ll feel dumber than they already are. Their languages always ends with sial1, siak or sey. Those are slangs they use to make their sentences sounds cooler. Sometimes when they’re angry, they’ll end a sentence with, “Macam Pukimak2 sial!”

What do they talk about?
Even though some of them can be found at parks, they don’t happen to be talking about birds and trees. They usually talk about how cool their friends are, or they talk about what happened at the club, or they talk about how they felt about their friend’s relationship. Basically, they talk about nothing productive. They talk about nothing that will improve their life but talked about other people’s problems and somehow by doing that will create more problems to their life. I call it inviting problems.

How will they react if they’re called a matrep/minahrep?
Oh well, they might be populated by bimbos and himbos but they’re smart at this. They use an act that has been proven effective in combating accusation. They use ‘the art of denial’. As a matter of fact, most of them don’t know that they’re living and talking in the lifestyle of what is a disease in society, known as matrep/minahrep. Well, actually none of them will admit I can bet ya.

What are their hobbies?
Let me make it short and simple. They seek attention so they ‘tangkap hansem’ (Boys) or ‘tangkap jambu’ (Girls) at the places I mentioned earlier, seeking attention from the opposite sex. Girls wear skimpy clothes (while trying to be noticed) to tease the guys while the guys will tease them back, eventually ending up with phone number exchange program.

Disclaimer
I am neither against or trying very hard to discriminate this minor group of people. My only motive in writing this entry is to create the awareness that this kind of lifestyle if practice everyday won’t do any good. I’m not saying that it’s wrong to go to such places or to hang out with your friends but when that activity has become a part of your everyday life, it’s just ridiculous.

Moral of the story is, “Stop wasting your time. Your future is not going to come for you. It’s waiting for you.”

[1]Slang, Sentence ending ~ vulgarities.

[2]Slang, Vulgarity

The 5th

2009-08-13T10:40:00.003+08:00

We've been together for 5 months and i can say that i would love for our relationship to last a life time... hehehehe XD

AISHITERU NE~ Filzah~!
<3

Moon Phase 2

2009-08-07T17:36:00.003+08:00

I ate loadz of sheesh burger.. HAHA

Weeeee~~~~ week ends~!!! and urrrgghhhh~!!! Revisions =_=

Final test is very near.. Gotta make sure i do not disappoint myself before i disappoint others..

I need to eat moderately now... And get back in shape... Gained weight XD

Oouh... Fasting month soon~!!! All the best to you all peepz...

I think i wanna re bond my hair again?? HAHA

Ouh getting ready to meet my darling.. hehe.. gtg~!

see ya around~!

TRUTH IS A BRILLIANT, MANY-SIDED DIAMOND.

2009-08-05T22:35:00.003+08:00

I've been so dead XD

I love doing whats right and hate doing what is wrong (D to the U to the H~!). But sometimes u gotta do what you gotta do.. Agree rite?

Aniway, we humans often subconsciously talk about OTHERS. Yes? MOST humans always point out others' weaknesses and hoping for them to improve. Or rather just disappear? Did i read your mind correctly? HAHAHA.... It is fun to talk behind others isn't it? Oh so hot topic? delightful? Get the kick out of it? I find it amusing that humans are so proud of doing something bad or unpleasant or unacceptable or *whatever *with the hand gestures and eyes rolled to the back like a bitch*. Hahaha...

Well i just wanna say.. IT is important that before what ever we wanna do, we have to spare a THOUGHT for the/their feelings.

Thank you
&
B to the Y to the E !

I went around learning

2009-08-02T12:40:00.004+08:00

Hello blog of mine. I just have a few stuff to post up.

I had two wanton noodles at banquet in one day =]
I ate mochi ice cream
I ate double cheese burger
I ate apple crumble in school.
Went to national library after soooOOO long
Did a few notes for revision

Thank you baby =]

National day soon.. so fast ya? would love to look forward to that.

Annnnnnnnnnnnnddddddddddddddddddd.....
For boredom's sake....

For the past few dayz i've been reading random stuffs on the internet. I find out, in my own thinking, that there are two types of human in life..... HAHA.. yup2 two kinds. Let me tell you. this is actuali kinda lame but i find it to be a little true. One is people who are happy and one is people who are trying to be happy.

As for the happy, i believe are those who THINK, positively and optimistically. Easy said heh? But again, to look properly at it, the mind is the weapon of destruction to humans. It is also the best GIFT god has given to we poor humans. Y the best gift? THINK~!

As for the TRYING TO BE HAPPY, all the best and good luck. HAHAHA.. i'm so bad...

I do not claim any prize here. So if u think i have offended you, think again.

okay bubye.. i need my happiness.. and have to keep being as wise as possible... HAHAHA XD

Ouh and some nice stuffs.. Do read XD

A new week every week

2009-07-26T19:54:00.006+08:00

Hey.. yeah.. long time no post... haha... Like I've said, getting busy and busy..
just a few update then...

On Friday, had the best time in class.. even though i was half or rather not so much of formal at all, we all had fun doing interviews and resumes.. took pictures with the class... like finally? haha.. meibe not having a class photo is not so bad after all... wth.. haha.. Thanks to baby.. if not i'm wasting my time coming for class.

Had my hair cut yesterday after finally getting the $ to cut the hair... How i look like now? well the only way is to see me in person.... Anyway, just a little description, i told the hair stylist : I wanna keep my fringe and sides and layer cut my back hair part. so yeah.. she barely touch my front and sides... so i got my back hair part short~! hehehe.. the good thing is, it is no longer annoying when the hair touches the collar...

Okay.. so much for the hair... well the title says it all... just wana have a good week ahead... everyone should be at their 5th gear already.. no more downshift and clutch kicks... hahaha...

Okay go~!

Eh i miss u laaaaah <3

Enough but not enough

2009-07-23T08:44:00.003+08:00

I must admit that this week by far has been the worse. Late for school for a whole week is not as bad as being almost late for a day with no coins to ride the bus and ended up asking strangers for coins because the ezlink card cannot be used when it is below $3.
There was still $2.50 in my card however i could not use it. So i had $1.40 in coins and short of 50cents. so i had to beg from a stranger. Thanks to that young man. Really...he saved my life... HAHA.
It was not completely mum's fault that she gave me the $10 to top up on the day my concession expires. But i was totally MAD. I'm being bias now. The dispute i have is about the stupid ezlink that cannot be used when the value is under $3............. And the Fucking bus captain said to me "if you do not pay enough or the correct fare, I'm going to ask you to alight halfway", IN A RUDE KINDA TONE. At that very moment after my ears feast disgustingly with that words of his, i feel like GIVING HIM A NICE KICK on his face. URGH!! I guess he is just doing his job "WELL".... ASS... how to respect that OLD guy if he show me disrespect?? i know I'm young luh but dunnid to be so bad T_T

Nvm... what a bad start of the day i had.. Completely made me feel sucky... and unlucky..
HAHA...and i feel stupid letting this out here... Come to think of it, its no big deal now... I'm safely in school and will eat SOON~! Hungry...

Thanks for reading la...i would say u've wasted part of ur life reading this unless you feel its "inspiring". bubye....

I'm grateful

2009-07-22T22:32:00.003+08:00

OMG..... I should start being even more grateful... My mum spent so much on me to come this far...
Lets not put those efforts in vain...
lets do the best i can!
Gambatte~!

Nice~ =_=

2009-07-22T14:57:00.002+08:00

Haha...here just wanna let out some stuff I'm unhappy of...just kinda pissed but don't worry i can manage myself..hahaha..

Just wanna say today was kinda crappy... in school... its sux when u contribute to getting work done but the feedback u get of what u did, is NOT nice. Its like I'm doing something for nothing...might as well i don't do anything. And i pity Putra... he got mad for God knows what reason... well... one cant do anything.... all i can say is.. Being here in my school, there are loadz of HUMAN ERROR... your part is not justified...

SHEESH.... I jst hope things get better...at this rate.. working in groups just sux..i'd rather be alone... i'm sure the rest do feel this way too...but some just licks A**...

Bubye..

2009-07-21T09:59:00.002+08:00

OMG~!!!! i woke up late and ended up not going for maths class... sorry peepz T_T

No one wake me up sey......so poor thing...sheesh.. the alarm also not vibrating my eardrums...

so yeah.. OUT OF BOREDOM i tried a new look and a new song for my blog.. It took me an hour long... what do you think?? nice? not nice? lost? hahaha.. aniwae...not much to blog about for now..

well then bubye~<3

2009-07-19T19:37:00.001+08:00

Hey peepz... I'm not updating much now.... gotta get busy with school.... study study study, revise revise revise, sleep sleep sleep, eat eat eat and more more more busy busy busy... okay... Just comment on the taggy board and I'll reply ya??

till then, live your life peacefully =^-^=

2009-07-14T22:48:00.002+08:00

~~~~~******~~~~~
~~~You Give Me Strength~~~
~~~~~******~~~~~

2009-07-13T08:38:00.005+08:00

This is what happen when she sees the menu XD

Yesterday, we ate at BBQ Chicken.. the Korean restaurant. I ate fish and chips and i forget the name of the food she ate... hehehe

TODAY is our day.. and i just wanna say....

Happy 4th month dear sweetheart~!!
ILYSM <3

U make every seconds of my life worth it, joyful, lovely and many many more blissful feelings put together in a time only well spent...
U make me smile =]

okay gotta do programming XP
bubye~!

********
~La La La~

2009-07-10T18:43:00.003+08:00

A LITTLE IGUANA ON THE BUS~!!
AHHHH EEEEWWW~!!!!

HAHAHA.. YESH, believe me or not there was a lil iguana on the bus when i went home just now~! here is the story.........

After UT i straight went to woodlands interchange to take bus home. Upon getting a seat in the bus i fell asleep... tired luh... later, when i woke up, when the bus was about to reach opposite Tampines Library, I WAS SHOCKED when i look down to find a small lil iguana on my bag. But i was calm.... Everyone was looking at me and not doing aniting..... I guess they were hoping for me the get shocked and jump around like a sissy or meibe they are waiting for a miracle to happen for the lizard to dissapear..... Sheesh... idiots.... even the guy sitting beside me was freezed by that lil lizard... he could atleast tell me that THAT thing is there... SOOOOoooOOoOoOOOOO i picked up the poor lil cute iguana, got down from the bus and released it at sunplaza park nearby the bustop.....

NOW i call that WEIRD.... seriously though.... a cocroach in the bus is okay luh... that would FREAK me out...but that was last time when cocroaches rule the bus... LOL... How often can u find a LIZARD IN A BUS????? hahahaha... cool experience..... i find it amazing... BWAHAHA... i wonder what i will discover next in the bus... how about a cat?? or a rabbit?? BWAHAHA~!!!

Phew... so yesh.. I'm not disgusted by the poor little iguana... I'm glad it is safe for now... if i accidently killed it i would feel sad.. poor lil thing XD

SooooOOOOO off to eat now~!!! bubye =]

2009-07-09T15:04:00.002+08:00

WAAAAAAAHHHHHH~!!!!! i lazy to update... But since i'm online now y not i give a lil update ya??

Hehe... I'm hungry rite now so i cant really think... Summary of what happened lately i suppose?

Dropped two large size ice lemon tea and blueberry drink at Fish & Co. Express.
Felt embarrassed.
Got Headaches and fever. Got better.
Ate Subway Cookies.
No money to spend.
Cried because someone cried XD (it is contagious)
Went for Formula Drift event (And it was disappointing)
Got sunburn and face is peeling.
Got darker.
Sleepy...zzzZZZZZZzzZZZZ

Bubye and take care ♥

2009-06-30T22:23:00.005+08:00

REACH OUT~!!! hehehe when u see us u were like awww~~~ when u see my pet cat u go aawwwwwww~!!!! hahaha jkjk XP

Hmmnnn.... My cat cute rite??? She was going to save me from falling off my bed... I go " AAaaahh~!!!" My cat goes " MeeoooooOOOWWWW~!!!!" Bwahaha.... cute luhs...

And in a few days time B will start schooling~!!! =[
But i'm happy for her.... after so long and all she has gone through... =]

This Saturday and Sunday going for Formula Drift Singapore hope its worth it. Hope Redbull will be there to give out their drinks..... hehehe =^-^=

And I would like to thank someone for straightening my hair.. It feels sooo nice~!! HAHA..

And i would like to expose a lil of my feeling.. I feel that people should start thinking NOW about their FUTURE. Whether WHAT they do now is really worth their time. Coz all i can say is.. STOP wasting the time of our lives... So much have been wasted....sheesh... START to be more GRATEFUL and APPRECIATIVE to what god have given you.....DO SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE~!! HAHA i sound like i'm gonna repent sia...lols

OKay...and yeah..lastlyyyyyyy......... LETS ERRADICATE MATREPS AND MINAHS.... THEY'RE NOT MALAYS. THEY ARE SUCH A DISGRACE. Well.. to give chance to them. At least i think they can live in Africa. BWAHAHA.. omg u guys should be thinking now what the hell is my prob??? hehehehe >_<

Up to you people uh... I am still Happy as can be~!!! hehehe Bubye~!

*****
~LA LA LA~

2009-06-28T12:39:00.004+08:00

So E - Learning. What do i think about it? Well i think that it is a nice way of learning through technology when you are sitting at home eating/watching tv/laying on the bed etc.

The System has clearly stated that at the end of the day, all student have to submit their individual worksheet online and their RJ. However some Facilitator tend to abuse their power and use their own method and grading system just because they are the one to do the grading. This means that grading of our efforts are bias.

Dang.... I prefer going to school. Because of this, my grades might not be good. Aniwae, to continue on with life. Formula Drift is coming and only local drifters are participating. This time no Import Participants. Nevertheless, it is going to be awesome. In a few weeks time, gonna have SGdrifters challenge. Gotta win sumting. If not, wasted. But again it is sure to be fun.

In a FEW weeks time. It will be another day to share our memories and joy. The things we've gone through and achieved. I cant wait. All i'm hopping for now is a great week ahead~!!

and now... the blog gets a new post, i'm hungry and i wanna eat.. bubye~!! =D

*****
La La La~

Only you~!

2009-06-20T16:42:00.003+08:00

And boredom strikes~! and it hit me HARD~! hahaha.. Sooooo boring now after loads of good and bad stuffs happened.. and i'm chewing on my chocolates *cough2* that baby bought for me hehee =]

School was a lil pain in the ass lately...team was not good at all.. Bitches arise after the holidays and i swear i officially hate them..HAHA..becoz a team means a team...it is only as good as each of its members... I are tired of tolerating childish behaviour... So i guess lets just say.. IT HAPPENS and it wont change aniting to complain about it....so just have to find a way to get it right..without compromising others.. OKAY ANIP?? haha

Erm....no one is at good mood around me except for my pet cat... bad time of the month... Problems problems PROBLEMS...and more problems... pleasing not~! gotta stay strong to survive... PLS i hope for a better future(week)~!!

AND NOW~!! boring week end...time to spent time wif baby~! hopefully~!

B to the Y to the E to the exclaimation mark !

*********
~La La La~

2009-06-19T18:10:00.001+08:00

Because I'm Stupid

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2009-06-17T19:16:00.002+08:00

TOMORROW~!! chalet at Pasir Ris..the big bungalow chalet..very nice..but i lazy to go le..got school..i have to go home first sumore..sheesh leceh~!!! haha

Okay2...had UT today..was harder than the previous one..SUPER HUNGRY...ate some noodles my mum cooked and tummy happy already..haha..okay2..tired..dun feel like blogging much..sheesh..bubye and take care~

CHOCOLATES~!!
=]

2009-06-15T08:19:00.000+08:00

URGH~! Back to school~ T_T

2009-06-13T16:02:00.004+08:00

To all Drift Driving Fans out there, Formula Drift Singapore is back~!!! Yeshhaaa~~!!

I'm sooOOOO going~!! Tix are available at SISTIC from today onwards..
baby, care to come along?? hehe..i hope baby can...
I miss baby again..she is not in SG again T_T

haiz...

2009-06-13T00:13:00.006+08:00

My heart beats a million words
Of which none my mouth and mind can handle
One thing i know that is real
the feeling between us
I know you know we know
<3

p.s. 사랑해요
Happy 3 months baby~<33 =]

2009-06-12T18:17:00.002+08:00

Ystd met up wif baby...like after one week~!! it was so nice luh to see her wif a surprise..not really a surprise..but it was surprisingly nice~!! i kept smilling and baby thinks i'm crazy..haha.. sent her to her nite class...sent her home...then walk myself home..HAHA...Went to chicken's house, slacked, talk about life itself and possibilities of the future..chey.. most importantly, i ate pizzas..haha...yar..tats all...not really all of course..

haiz....my headaches is killing me..haha.. Nowadays..I kept thinking of wat have become of me... this might be a not-so-nice post... but who cares?? Well... I must admit that lately i haven been going for prayers and or even the 5 prayers...I cant even read the muqadam?? or recite the Quran?? sheesh.....haiyoooo...seriously tho..what have become of me??? ...i need to do sumting about it... this is really not good...even my mum was dissapointed in me... baby too kan?? hehe... DUH

But not to worry Anip~!! i have plans in mind to improve soon...i have to start from square one...yesh its tat bad.... i hope i can brush up and make some changes to myself soon about this.. atleast later better than never.. i just feel bad not knowing wat i'm supposed to know.. what my parents have hoped of me.. well i guess thats life...have to help myself ..haiyaaaaaaa.........stress already...haha..just need some effort laaaaaaaaaa.....

Baby will help kan?? hehe =]

Okay des....tired due to lack of sleep..hehe.. bubye..

2009-06-11T04:23:00.002+08:00

BABY IS BACK~!!! WEE~~~~~~ YEAY~~!!!!! hahaha...cant help it..too overjoyed ^^

And now its like 4.20 am and chatting wif baby..we are bored and we couldnt sleepu....hehehe i wonder why..ouh and my holidays will be ending soon... sad =[
next week time to stress again..i hate it tat stress have to become a part of life...it sux~!!
Sheesh..okay done..need to sleep..later sleepy in the afternoon..

p.s. to whoever that planned it~ I HATE YOU~!! XD
really..stupid... =/

2009-06-09T23:57:00.008+08:00

Blogging from Chicken's house..LOL.. yeah he was bored all alone coz his parents went to Melbourne for two weeks...Like WTH?? at this period of time?? haha..
Aniwae.. yeah at his house..just slacking..haha just accompanying him..eating a tub of cookies and cream ice cream with some honey cereals..yumyum... Aniwae.. GOT MSG from baby~!!! yeay~~ i miss her loads~~!!! I want her to know likewise..but cant msg =[
sheesh... so yeah..gonna be at his house till morning later...

Cant wait for baby to come back~!!!!!!! =^-^=

Afiq Boncet~!! LOOK =]

2009-06-09T17:41:00.003+08:00

If i stay at home every time like the holidays, i WILL die.... Y? coz i'm a passive smoker..yes a freaking PASSIVE SMOKER... wanna know more?? yes please.. Everyday, my dad smokes a pack of cigarette without fail. So during the hols, i have been passive smoking for a week already..its inevitable, the smoke...even when i lock myself in my room. The smoke will move around freely and sneak into those tiny openings at the door.. And stimulating my nose and sense of smell.. more? My far cuzzie died because he smokes A LOT at least everyday a cigg..Its normal for a smoker to smoke at least a stick a day rite?? so means he smokes NORMALLY...later on, found out he got lung cancer...died a few months after..wasted..He was a good car mechanic/engineer.. My dad..3 years ago..had a throat inflammation, kept spitting mucus and had to go for surgical operation on my freaking birthday.. STILL SMOKE.... ME?? i'm gonna die sooner or later coz that bloody irresponsible smoker take in CARBON MONOXIDE(THE HARMFUL GASSES CAR GIVES OUT AFTER THE PETROL COMBUSTS IN THE ENGINE CHAMBER AND OUT TO THE EXHAUST PIPE AND WITHOUT A CATALYTIC CONVERTER WE WOULD ALL HAVE DIED) everyday.....SOUNDS AND TASTE NICE issnt it??
and now..i'm just freaking sorry for the smokers who dont realise they are killing the people around slowly..and themselves for slowly accumulating the ORAL/LUNG CANCER and TUBERCULOSIS points...

I'm pissed...just need some bloody fresh air.... THANK YOU OXYGEN~ =]

I need you now XD

2009-06-08T16:53:00.003+08:00

Well... Another day passes by.. Just like that... Cant help but thinking what baby is doing rite now... Hmmnn.. Hope she is fine... A few more days and she will be back~!!! And i realized now that.... It is empty without her..Really... Aniwae, did nothing much for the past 2 days.. Slacked at home... Slept late and woke up late.. HAHA.... ate a lot..mostly what my mum cooked everyday..

Btw~!!! the full moon in the night sky was fascinating wasnt it? Did you look up at the sky?? Haha randomness...i know =]

Nothing much to tell... So till here.... Bubye~

thinking of you

2009-06-06T22:09:00.006+08:00

Ouh..will be having family Chalet on the 18th 19th and 20th..come okay?? need details, contact me =]

Last two days.. on Thursday... Went to my school wif baby to pass up the adhoc form.. When we reached Woodlands inter, first thing was to grab a double chocolate frappe~~!! yummy~!!
So headed to school, saw Syafiq Noridan doing his camera shooting.. Submit the form and went back to Cosway point to eat at Pizza Hut~! Thanks to baby luhs...ate student meal - Baked rice is ubber delicious~ afterwards, went back to Tamp by 969.. Watched Blood the movie at CS...Our First M18 movie together LOL..we're not even 18 yet... believe me, its not really nice...halfway down the movie especially the ending is stupid.. So away to baby's nite class and did some maths tys and then sent her home and sent myself home..lol...

Did nothing on Friday...couldnt sleep till morning.... =[

Today.. Saturday.. Called baby early in the morning to wake her up..called again bfore she have to go to the airport..gosh....she is going to Kota Kinabalu for her holiday wif her family... Gonna Miss u alot baby~~!!! miss her already =/

In the afternoon went to meet up wif Team Touge Shifters...got to test out the repaired shocks which helps the handling to improve... Ate at Mcd again since i can only afford the duble sheesh burger..home at nite and received baby's msg from Kota Kinabalu...omg....just miss her so much T^T

Tag replies to
Janaa : I like my hair too XD and yesh we should meet up soon~!
Filz : I miss u baby~!! and ILY Loads~! TC =]
Nadiah Posto : Hello Nadiah~ Nice word to say...haha~!

I miss you baby~

2009-06-03T19:08:00.005+08:00

Happy 20th birthday to Niv(Hanif)
My evil, twin just because we share the same name..bwahaha =]

Wokay~~!!! early in the morning at around 10:10 am, went to ______'s house and...erm...HAHA =X

Then out at 2:15 to meet up with the Red Revs at Pasir Ris MRT to celebrate N!v's birthday~ They were surprised to see my long hair since we havent met for ages~~ hehe.. SoooOO Teck guan drove us to east coast bowling and played two games.. N!v's first time for bowling..lol..then went to MacD to eat sheesh burger and guess wat?? i got half of N!v's free double chocolate frappe~ hehehe...I was such a freeloader..HAHA...headed to the beach just to chat a lil..then he wanted to try out Teck's Car..lol..took some pics and then headed home... Teck sent us home and BOOM~!!

Had a fun day today~~

And now...waiting for baby to come back home ffrom Johor...

Bubye~

2009-06-02T21:50:00.004+08:00

Some random post and a tribute to my "car". After sooooO long... Finally the Godzilla is awakened.. Shocks is rebuilt and repaired. Added the spoiler to the body...Although bashed up, it is totally ready to slide~~!! So Drifters, take me for a slide will ya guys?? At least during my holiday =]

Sooo tmrw~~ have a little something to do..hehehe.. Cant wait =D

Bubye~

2009-06-01T22:52:00.007+08:00

Ystd cuzzins came..and lemme introduce my baby cuzzie~~!!! HIS name is Irfan...he loves to slap my face n he makes me jealous..dun ask y..bwahaha~~ XP

Today~~!!! Met up wif baby, eat LJS breakfast early in the morning~!!! Double turkey bacon~!!! then headed down to my school just to find out that i need to fill up another form...sheesh....Then~~!!! Went to watch Dance Subaru~~~~ The main event for the day~~lol.... omg its sad n nice luh..touching sey...cried a little here and there~!! haha... But bfore that went to take some pics with love at Orchard Central and then eat berrylite Frozen Yogurt!! sooo the berrylicious..hehehe...had original 8oz with cocoa crunch, honey stars and fruity rings for toppings~~~!! Totally cleared my cravings for some sweet sugar rush~~ Bought Sheesh Burger and went to watch the movie lo...wee~~ was fun...rite rite?? worth the treat ya?? wee~~ =^-^=

Then went for her job interview at Parkway Parade.. Lets see if she gets it.. the way i heard the interview, working THERE is kinda MAFAN~~!!! LOL.... After that we ate another Frozen Yogurts~!!! hehehe this time it was small and the flavor was vanilla~~!!!! it was so far the best flavour~~!!!! must try!! =D
Headed to Bedok inter..while in the bus we finally ate the sheesh burger..hehehe.. Then to Bedok inter then Mass Rapid Transportation to Simei and boom~!!! home XD

Had a great day yeay~~!!!! =] happy happy baby~~!! hee~~

Loves

And some blurry shots XD

2009-05-31T23:02:00.002+08:00

Wee~~~ Yeay~~ Finally after sooooOOOooo long...I changed the blogskin~!!! thanks to cuzzie~~ =]
ouh some links are missing...need to slowly do..sheesh..sorry guys...

hehehe...I love it..dont you love it?? okay thats all wanna say~~

Bubye~~ <33

2009-05-29T22:33:00.002+08:00

Just some stuff to let out..

First thing... Holiday time~!!!!! wooohooooo~~~~
But...i wonder whats in store for me during the hols..gonna be boring much? hmmn.... lets hope not..but with baby around..it will never be boring~!! ^.~

hmmmn... Okay...so all Understanding Test done~!!! but ironically, i feel that i did best for programming XP
I dunno why??? hahahaha... ouh and have to retake for G101 module UT..wth.. the system got prob..

And a few days ago, saw Delon ~!!! miss him much...hahaha...kept laughing about this thing called "Shio Be" hehehe crazy idiot... ooooOoopss XD

Now...for IG(CCA)...its very complicating now..everything is so last min and i hate it..the organizer did not include specific information...and i'm the one missing all the fun i guess?? kinda pissed because of that..meibe i can just forget about it...haiyaaaaaa....

Lets look forward...hmmn... On Monday, my baby cant wait to watch Dance Subaru~~ me too luhs.. and she has a job interview too... All the best to you~~!!!
hope to have another joyful day again soon~~ =]

well then...till next time... bubye~~<33

Our imperfections, Our beauty

Survey

2009-05-28T10:26:00.008+08:00

1)What was the first thing u think of when you wake up this morning?
- Yeay~~!! Meeting my baby later~ =]

2) Who was the last person you took photo with?

- Myself~ HAHA!!

3) Would you consider yourself being spoil?

- A lil bit~

4)Would you ever donate blood?

- never donated but maybe someday~

5) Have you ever had a bestfriend who was opp. sex?

- I think.. Shu Ting?

6) Do you want someone dead?

- Yups..i think

7) What does you last message say?

- I saw you~!!! - and i dunno who it was coz the number is not in my phonebook

8) What are you thinking right now?

- Seeing my baby~ and sleep...sleepy uh

9) Do you wish someone with you right now?

- YUP~~

10) What time you went to bed last night?

- 11pm

11) Where did you buy the T-shirt that you're wearing right now?

- Underground~

12) Is someone in your mind?

- Hai dessu!! ^^

13) Who was the last person who text you?

- Someone who i donno and claimed to see me just now morning

14) 5 people tagged to do this quiz:

1)-

2)-

3)-

4)-

5)-

15) Who is 2 having relationship with?

16) Is 1 a male or female?

17) Is 3 single?

18) What is 4 studying bout?

19) When was the last time you had a chat with 5?

20) Why do you do this quiz?

- Amira tagged me~

okay... bubye~ got power point slide to finish~

2009-05-25T14:49:00.003+08:00

In school~~~ Webcam-ed wif cuzzy~~!!! hahaha...should do it often~~ XD

Aniwae..totally bored now..so yeah....and Enterprise skills test soon~~~ gonna try my best~~ hee....

Okay bubye~~

Ouh...hungry~~

later at home makan~~~~

Dance dance dance subaru~~~~ hahaha

Bye~!

Its Real

2009-05-22T15:06:00.004+08:00

With the touch of your hands, I am whole again

Hmmmn....... Hmmn...i'm in class, hungry, bored and broke.. and i was late T_T
Haiyo ne~~~

I wonder why i get hungry all the time now... I eat a lot last few day~~!!! like Nasi lemak, then Sheesh Berger, then Milo Macflurry, then 3 crispy chicken patty wif bread and chili sauce~~!!!!

Power de ne....can get one pack already(opposite of six packs) lol~

now just bored luh... Looking forward to watch Dance Subaru!! next week~~!!!!! =^-^=

ouhkay2...i'm done for now.. if my Facillitator see me blogging i die! haha

kay kay bubye~~!! =)

Why is it so hard to believe?

2009-05-18T21:04:00.001+08:00

???

Programming = Waste of time, precious time

2009-05-18T10:45:00.003+08:00

When i'm bored~

Erm...yeaaaaa...... issnt it obvious?? most students hate it.. PROGRAMMING S**KS~!!!

Sheesh...
Aniwae... seems that the past keeps haunting..but now, i know a few good things i have forgoten..lol.. good memories are nice to remember...I had a good talk with my syng~! And now i miss her..hahaha....ooOoOoOOOOOOppPPss >_<
Cannot ehk?? bwahaha =D

erm..and i miss my hat...i brought it to school....i hear my hat begging me to wear it XP

Ouh well........... i still kinda feel pathetic~~!!!! damn it...haiz... ouhkay ouhkay...lets not think too much~~!!!

and i'm buenoing now~ ooOooOoopss~!!!!
my fren give so i eat lo.. XD

Sayonara~~ =]

2009-05-16T12:36:00.004+08:00

Happy 18th to Kazimah~!
dah tue..should be more happy XP

sheesh....time passed by hastily..

Aniwae..a brief info on what i did this week..

Well....school was bad, okay, then better.. Being sick simply takes away a lot of my energy.. in school, it was hard to concentrate...i feel sorry for my team mates.. I got my first D grade for programming because i wasnt feeling well at all.. absent for science and a freaking C grade because of the WITCH PUTA~~!! but not only i was sick.. I'm feeling better now already and that is good enuff.. and Understanding Test is up next week... So lets hope it goes well..

Went out with Filz,F.irah and Shu Ting after school ystd.. it was good to see onichan again.. we ate the fried mars balls(finally), walked around, windowshoped and it was fun~! kind off.... and i'm sorry coz i'm not allowed to eat too much icecream and chocs...hehehee.. Windowshopping was fun...had to try out some stuffs again...and, should i buy the hat?? hmmmn.... =D

And when i wear hat, I DON'T LOOK LIKE A GIRL~!! =P

also..i feel kinda pathetic now..sheesh..

well then..till next time... bubye~!

My heart beats quick
My breathing shortened
Never, I've felt it =]

Yes..Sick..

2009-05-13T07:26:00.004+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday to Yeo Shu Ting~!
May ur wishes really come true~
Stay Happy~!
=)

I realise this blog is getting boring and bi tonal...gotta get some pics..

Mr. Flu wont go away, Mr. Fever is here to stay and I'm sick okay~!!

Sheesh...okay.. officially absent from school for two days... Tomorrow and Friday is a must to attend school.
If not i WILL fail T_T
Shucks...

I miss the Japanese Teriyaki Chicken with Rice....and the honey chicken pau T__T
I so want~!
coz I'm super hungry after a day of tasteless food...haha

Aniwae...this week havent been good at all...sick luh tat luh this luh.. but okay lah... lol
Home is.........uh nvm.......

And issit true that u have to have a pass in order to come in to ITE Simei? haiyaaaaaaaa... troublesome..

Well then till here....we're getting old!! Lets get well~~!!
Bubye~~

2 Months~!! =]
I love you

Sick?

2009-05-06T11:39:00.002+08:00

Erm....First thing in the morning when i woke up, i had a headache on my left side of my brain..lol..
Its kinda killing me slowly uh...lol...cannot think sey...
Had it since 4 days ago...wth is wrong sey???

Sheesh~~ pain #=___=

Posting from class....having break now..but i dun feel like eating T_T
sumimassen~!!

I go home eat okay~? =^_^=

TMRW~~~
WEEEEEE~~~ GOOO~~~ EAT~~~~
yeay..

bubye~

Yesterday' s today

2009-05-03T19:18:00.005+08:00

The problem with me now is....I'm lazy to type it out in details..bwahaha...again it was an awesome weekend..yesterday..Saturday.. Everything went well..well most things..
And happy~~!! That's the point...feeling happy is way better...duh..lol
I got most of the stuff i need~! except for the new Levi's sneakers which i want, not need...lol
It is one of the best day...when everything is falling into places and the mind is free from everyday' s problem..

If only everyday is like yesterday's =]
But just not the part when heading home >_<

Today is Sunday~! tmrw is school~! =_=

I bought the heels for her...the heels she wanted...it is nice...really...fits well for her..just that she thinks too much luh...haha
Its was funny luh...when the sales asst. was taking out the new pair for me(she thought the customer luh) to try...she looked at me and gave a confussed look..bwahahaha~!
She must be thinking--->>> A guy buying a pair of heels~~!!! OMFG~~!!! LOLS~!
Hahhaa...and she asked if I'm buying for girlfriend and i said yes luh and she said sweet~~!!! hehehe =^_^=
Just to make u feel happy =)

Oh well...another week coming...hope it goes well~~!!

***********
Bye~!
OMG! isnt it humid?
Everyone~! lets eat ice cream~!

WOOO!!!

2009-04-30T23:55:00.006+08:00

Firstly!! WTF is wrong with my dad!!!??? I got home and he throw his tantrum at me!!!!
Damn it sey!! like he experiencing PMS sia.....haiyaaaaaaaaaaaa.....OMG MY ENGLISH BROKEN!! bwahahaha!! (I'm MAD)

haha watever...got other stuff for me to be more concern about...okay2....2nd week of school is over!!!!!!! omg so fast so FAST!!!
So far so good luh...

AND YEAYNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!! U GOT INTO NAFA!!!!!!!! IT WAS ALL UR EFFORT BABE!!!!
U DID UR BEST!!!!!!! AND I'M SUPER PROUD OF U!!!!!!!! WEEE~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!
AND I'M SURE UR FAMILY IS PROUD TOO!!! U DESERVE A BIG HUG!! *BIG HUGS~*
*tears of happiness flows* hehe =D

haiz.........sweet sweet...i guess god listened and answered to this pathetic guy's prayers...atleast..
RITE RITE God??? >_<

YEAY YEAY YEAY!!! ALL IS WELL!!!! ISN'T IT GOOOOOD???? ISN'T IT???

IT FEELSSS AWESOME!!!!! YES AWESOMENESS!!!!!!!

IF ONLY THE WORLD REALISE HOW AWESOME IT IS WHEN EVERYTHING IS WELL...LOL~~~!!

U HAPPY?? I HAPPY TOO~~!!! >_<

I cant type out all the feelings I'm having..lol.. I'm still confuzzled... aaahhhh....NVM~ lets just look into the future...whats done is done...time to lift those shoes and sneakers and move FORWARD!!

here we go~~!!!

Ouh Ouh!!!
Lets go celebrate!!
XD

Just wana say sumting..

2009-04-27T17:42:00.002+08:00

You know y i bought the "Joy" KimiDoll??

Coz at tat time...it was so long and so hard to meet up.. And i felt so full of joy when i finally got the chance to see you..

U make me so full of joy every second I'm with u..
Love ya loads!!!!

Ouh!!! i'm gonna try out the new Gellato icecream at RP canteen soon!!! its $6.80...halal tau.....quite ex...but i wanna try it once can?? hehehe
okay...tired n lazy to say animore....bwahaha...

=^_^= Y <<<------- This is twist, Paul taught me...LOL

Bye and take care~~!! <3

2009-04-26T22:37:00.005+08:00

Erm...been a week since i posted??

Hmmmn.....up to this point i can say that I'm doing well...with school and all...ouh..and Drifting too!!
Had another great week!! =^_^=

BUT what the hell is going on with humans?????

Haiz.........I think it would be a good problem to solve and do presentation at school >_<

*CONFUZZLED*

Sheesh....now lets concentrate on the important things ya??

.......

And we shall not let anything take it away form us!
Bluek!!
hehe =]

2009-04-19T16:46:00.004+08:00

Heylooo!! been kinda long since i last updated..hehe

Hmmn..

Well the 3 days orientation is almost like a living hell for me..i wasnt feeling well..so i attended only a day and a half out of 3 days..haha..didnt expect the peeps to miss me..lol..school is starting tomorrow...will be bz bz study study!! sheesh!!

Some not many stuffs lately..hehe

Got sick? lol >_<
Got more choc bubblegums and more to come? hehehe
Bought Birthday cake for my younger bro..he turned 15
School carnival was preety much..nothing..but hey..it sparks old cherrished memories ya? =]
Finally ate at SWENSEN'S!! wooooooOOOO!!!! Ate ice cream yummy yummy oishi happy happy!! =^_^=
Got My NEW shoes for school!! haha..shouldnt have went all the way to Vivo.. Pity Kaz n F.irah
Bought some nice chocs at Candy Empire again!! yummy!! wee~
Went outing wif luv n some belly very strawberry fun cousins and aunties of hers.. hehehe.. watch 17 Again(again) lol and went bowling plus ate at East Coast..OMG i wanna do that again..so FUN n HAPPY rite rite?? =D

Wow..not much happened yeah?? hehehe
I hade an awesome week!! gee gee gee gee gee!! LOLS
Haiz..now i have to manage my time properly..yup2..

SooooOOOO goodbye!! and take care!!

I feel super grateful
Thank u!! <3

And i still kinda hate people talking mandarin to me >_<

2009-04-14T23:53:00.003+08:00

Simply a BLISSZZ
The word Bliss sums up the day
Actli the feeling..not the word..words are nothing much
I lazy to describe luh eh..
hehehe...
Go figure luh...
What eh??
lol
Its all in my head bebeh XD

Erms...tmrrw got orientation..and i have to face and make frens with more HUMANS..haiya...scary luhs...okay2..go An!p!!!

AND ALL THE VELLY VELLY BEST TO THE PERSON I <3!! YOU CAN DO IT BABE!!! BELIEVE U CAN!! just go kick ass!! mwahaha!!
sorry uh random..why cannot uh?
Kay2 enuff....byezzZZZzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
will post sumting nice another time luh!! my mind jumping up and down uh..lol